I want to be relevant

I think I am okay now.

Yeah I guess. I can smile now, laugh and listen to mushy love songs.

Yes, maybe.

But what about those tears I shed this morning?

Oh.

That, that is because I read again what I wrote for him 3 months back.

Okay, I guess I have  moved on at least about 75 percent? or maybe 80 percent.. I don’t really know.  But the good thing now is I am moving forward. Somehow I can say I am okay. Life goes on… Memories will make me shed tears again I know and I don’t know when it will strike again.

Now, I am fine.

I guess I am starting to dream again.

A good sign.

A start.

Hopefully.

What are the things in my mind?

Photography.

Art.

Learn.

Study.

Write.

Travel.

Innovate.

Effective.

Influence.

Encourage.

Inspire.

Success.

Serve.

I want to do the right things. Things that are relevant. Things that matters, that really matters.

I want to pursue the things I like and love. With passion. With my heart. With my soul.

I want to take pictures.

I want to design shirts and bags with inspiring and striking statements written in them.

I want to draw.

I want to write. Write my story. Write my thoughts. Write what I’ve learned. So others may learn too.

I want to teach. Teach English and the right values. Teach the people to love others. To love their countries.

I want to be relevant.